August 1st.

It has been 2 years since I've touched this blog. The reason why I'm blogging again it's because of you. I don't want to meet you personally face to face because I don't have the guts to do so. Second reason is being afraid that you wont even feel like talking to me at all. I'm sorry for those sudden moments when I asked my friends to pass you small gifts during SMK TD'S International Understanding Day. Examples like when Pei Yee passes the lollipop to you and says goodbye, and the magnet toys from Melanie Elisa, I asked them to do it. You might be wondering why didnt I present the gifts myself ? Well, to be honest. For what I've done during the past may have develop a certain fear. For everytime I take a step forward, Fear makes me think twice or reconsider my actions. Sometimes when you are online, i always wanted to have a chat with you but when i typed  " hi " and i will rub it away * repeat * , i just dont dare to sending it to you . I feel even saying " hi " to you is also a mistake . I dont know why , i just cant do it .


But today is a special day which is your Birthday i'm taking this opportunity to tell you, I hope you would give me a second chance to redeem myself for my past actions towards you. I sincerely would like to apologize and hope that we could be friends again. I've regret what I've done and I hope you would forgive me. I have thought about my mistakes long and through, all the annoying situations I've put your through. I'm sorry for causing all of that .I know It's going to be hard accepting my apologies, but I hope this post helps.


By the way , Happy birthday Chloe Lee Chui-Hong . Happy sweet seventeen and all the best for your SPM .
Hope that you receive my present as well



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There are two birthday present right ? One is for your last year birthday , another one is this year . First one is a necklace and another one is a earring .
I hope you like it and just to clarify something . this is just a birthday gift and hope you really like it.




If you need someone to talk to , I will be there for you no matter what .
i promise
If only i had a second chance , i will appreciate it nicely .
I wish i could say something that would make you trust me , but if you give me time i can prove it to you because if i had second chance , i would never need a third.




...i'm out .